Friday, December 28, 2007

Eye on Malaysia

got free ticket from a friend then off we go to the eye on malaysia!~!
there was packed with people! enjoy the view from the gondola. The view was very boring! nothing much to see except we can see out condo from there... haha... stupid government put it there. at least put it somewhere there's attraction.

before we are getting in.. meiching and yenni.. damned lanci lar yenni with dat look! lol

we only start taking the photo in gondola when we was about to get off.. lol... we were rushing taking th photo.. but how sad only a few taken.

huiling, me and alvin
juz right BEFORE we got off! lol
top: yenni, meiching(jiaojiao)
Bottom: Alvin, Me, Hui Ling(obasan)

Thursday, December 27, 2007

TARC Encore 2007

(late posting... suppose to be posted on dec 1st but it happens that it still in draft o.O)


Just came from College watching the encore night, is something like a competition. which it included dancing, and singing. Damned the singing part was kinda boring. I nearly fall asleep while i was listening to it. but the MCs is damned funny. I LOVE BOTH of them haha... too bad that i dont have their photo. lol.

And there was a celebrity came, Cant really remember her name, serene something. wth her singing sucks man! I don't even able to understand a single words she was singing, she is worst than Jay Chou. But Jay's song is nice... ahhaa... although sometimes people do complain the mumble in his singing. oh yeah, she is kinda pretty. She looks like she is mix.

*trying to find her picture but can't hahaha*

And the project superstar Finalist, Little tree Boss. I think his name is Max.. lol... As u all know i dont watch this kind of show.( unless American Idol) haha...

Went there to support my friends, wayshoon, lindsay, and marie. Especially WayShoon, he is damned annoying. Everyday keep urging me to go. At least he able to get me a cheaper price for the ticket. haha... Oh yeah, Wayshoon did micheal Jackson's moonwalk dance! just a little part only. But how cool it that! Not that easy. But i was sitting to far behind can't really able to see how he dance. and the stupid camera man only shoot his upper body (as there's two projector at the side to show the performance as there's many people sitting behind)

Maybe, monday ask shoon to dance once more and let me watch, or get the video from him. hahaha...

This is another video of his. While he was in doing the performance near canteen to attract people to go to the encore.. haha... check it out. I laugh all the way till the end of the video.. =P


ps: did i mention he danced tango tonight? lol

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Kuching (Part 1)

Yeah!!! The trip to kuching was F-U-N!!! =)
PRePare for lotsa lotsa picture to see... =)
I'm too lazy to type... A picture worth a thousand words... hahah... check them out!
This is the picture taken from my window while I was in the plane… Great shot eh? Lol…

I like this picture a lot
but there's a reflection of my camera...
stupid window! =(

We went to the culture village for a tour. Actually it was not in the plan cause it is damned expensive which it cost RM60 per person. Good thing it has a student price which is only RM15!!! YAAAAAHHHHHHOOOOOOO

SO damned cheap of course went in le… This is some picture taken while I was inside there…

This person is damned GENG!! LOOK At this face.. he is tahan-ing
That things he is bitting on is not a plastic is a WOOD!!! Damned heavy!!!

Same person(on top of the pole) from the previous picture...
he looks like a monkey while he was climbing that pole... lol
He is going to spin on top of it using is stomach too bad it was to dark...
picture came out BLACK! o.O

The amour... i think haha

Kevin... SHOW OFF!!!!

he was playing with it... like he is expert in it... haha...
but still he plays drum.. lol

hahah... JEnny... playing that bamboo thingy... no idea what it calls.. haha

Rumah orang cina in the culture village...

When i saw this i shouted "YEAH I'M HOME!! hahah

That thing is freakingly HEAVY!!!
I'm not suitable for this job... haha

We were shocked when we see this small waterfall in the culture village.. It is a REAL One... the water is really very cooling... =)

Afterwards we went to the beach… Yeah I LOVE BEACH!!! Ahahah

I LOVE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!
Too bad it was tooooooooo windy and the wave was HUGE!
we can't go in any deeper
Just can stay at the shore there where the sea water only reaches ur knee... =(

Me and Jenny =)

During the convention not much picture taken… Don’t ask me why, I’ve no idea. =)

David, Winlee, Me, Sharon, Ahkeong(tour guide),maggie, jael...
Ah keong was "driver" but still he is a very very nice person.

LOOK AT THE CROWD~!!!!!!!!!!!! Queuing up to check in...

p/s: I still got tonnes of picture Upload it next time... 'cuz it is not with me... hahah

-loving it-

Friday, November 09, 2007

Busy Life once more

Busy life…
This is semester is the worst semester I’m going through now, the toughest semester. There are at least 3 theory papers and 2 practical papers. 5 of these paper have the high credit hours which is all 4 credits and one 5 credits. If I fail one of these papers then I’m a goner for sure. I’m gonna end my diploma soon…
hurray for the graduation but boohoo for the exam!!

I just got my result today, and … it isn’t as good as I thought it will, so sad. I thought at least I will get an A but I got none, and guess what, that cost accounting. I FAILED, just as I predicted. Haha…

Actually nowadays I’m not as happy as I thought I am, as you all thought I am. I don’t wanna to be alone. As I know when I’m alone, I’ll start thinking stuff that I avoid to think during the days, during the time with friends. Someone made me cry last week. Incredible le… there’s someone who actually able to make me cry. =P what that someone did was someone ignored me for nearly 3 days. Never talk to me, never even look at me. This makes me really sad. =(

Today one of my friends, hui shi (obasan) asked me what happened between me and that someone. Why two of us acting so weird? Why two of us like having an argument inside? Why both of you not like you two used to be? Actually I have no idea also. I’ve no idea what has happen between us. Just suddenly that someone isn’t acting like used to be. Now, acting like we are strangers, treating me very politely, not like we used to be, fooling around. Curiosity and sadness came upon; I really wanted to know what has happen? I can feel that there’s a sense of dislike-ness from you towards me. Am I right? I hope that isn’t. At least let me know what I have done wrong. Don’t leave me like this, clueless for what had happen. Clueless what had happened to our friendship, like there’s a crack in it, that isn’t able to fix it, and no idea how it happens.

Nowadays sadness has come and filled more than half of my heart. No idea is because of studies or what. All I know that, everyday, when I’m alone, I felt that I’m somehow disappointed. That’s why I don’t wanted to be alone. I hate loneliness, but it has already taken over my life now and it will go on for quite a long time...

Sunday, October 14, 2007



Actually she wanted it to be at KFC, ended up KFC is packed with damned lots of people. Then we changed our location to Pizza Hut. hahaa

this is her. crystal. with her fake smile

moi and moi sister. waiting for our relatives.
as u can see pizza hut is behind. waiting...(cuz it is also packed)

stupid smile of

and she got alot of prezzie.. haha.. but im too lazy to take the photo of her prezzie which included money, bank box, watch, bag, girls stuff...

then my stupid brother urging my dad to get him a nike shoes. as they were going to the shop i tag along. went there, looked at those shoes my brother choose. Finally he got one! then no size!! ahhaa... end up have to re-choose again. then finally he chosen this one.

Nike Jordon Nu Retro

actually i wanted a bag. but my dad says that bag is so ugly. so didn't buy. ended up i sat there and teasing my brother for his big feet! Then my dad asked me to try this shoes... and i like it, he bought that for me.. haha

i got this one. but is in pink not blue. xD

Monday, October 08, 2007

New Begining... Happy ending?

Year 2 Second Semester just started today. Nothing much different during the class. Just that most of us changed hairstyle. Including me!!! haha... First lecture isn't for us to listen to what that subject about. is for us to catch up whatever we have missed during the holiday. Teasing each other about our new hairstyle. jiaojiao, a adorable friend of mine. her hairstyle was the weirdest. haha. with her new hair style she looks like chibi maruko chan. haha. then got another friend dyed his hair uber bright orange red! haha.

We fooled around in the lecture hall, laughing... talking.. teasing... but still miss home. don't feel like coming back also. sigh. but still no choice gotta come back and study! damned time flies. gonna finish my diploma soon. gonna miss my friends. especially sotong(siao eh), meiching(jiaojiao), yenni(palia), shiny(pa bo), wanyin(mama), etc etc... especially the first 3 gurls.. they all are my crazy mates. we do crazy stuff together. sigh. when all this finished. im really gonna miss them.

now is a new semester, new begining. gonna try hard to do everything. hopefully can have a happy ending for this semester!!

Friday, September 21, 2007

i want my life back....

my life is no longer like what it used to be. Lots of stuff had changed. sometimes i felt like it is choking me. i want my old life back. my life like wud it used to be. nothing much to worry nothing much to vex about. just goes with the flow. do anything according to wud my hearts tell me. everyday, looking up to the ceiling and thinks. sometimes, ive no idea what am i vexing about.

there's something and someone there is holding me back to do something. i wanna let it go. but i can't. not willing to let go till i know i don't have the chance to got hold it. i really wanted that thing. but some where deep down in my heart i know that it is sort of impossible. but they all makes me think i have the chance. and sometimes, you do let me feel that i have the chance of getting hold of it. but later then u smash it. then u restore it again. do you know how hurt how miserable that is? i want it and you don't want to give.

now what i can do is wait and see. let the time to decide what to do with us. maybe we have the destiny to meet each other. but no fate to be together. when thats happen i will have to just raise my white flag to it. because there's nothing much i can do with it. and now, i think that my white flag is already half raised. however it is not my style to give up when i didn't even try to get hold of it. but this time, i might have to raise it before i even try. i'm scare. really am. i lost my courage whenever im with you. im afraid to lose you. even we are just like this. everytime fooling around. im satisfied with that. however sometimes i want more. and im afraid to ask. ive no idea what to do anymore. this makes my life miserable.

although ive tried, and you already given me a answer. a answer that breaks my heart. but a answer that didn't make me give up. im afraid to try the second time. what should i do?
Don't hold back don't give up... used to do stuff like that. but now... sigh...

Friday, September 14, 2007

2 Paper Finished

Yeah... 2 Paper finished... Tomorrow wil be my 3rd paper and I left 2 more to go... *wink wink*

Actually this 2 paper can say it's quite easy. Hopefully i can get the result i want. =)

Next will be the VB.Net paper and my worst subject Cost Accounting. I'm a goner in this subject!! DIE.............. =(

Monday, September 03, 2007


This friday will be my 1st paper and yet i still haven't finish studying..

I'm not suppose to be here anyway suppose to set my eyes on my notes and not on screen.

AHHH... I wanna die. Now is in the critical period of studying and preparing for exam and im still in the mood of procrastinate.. Kill me...

Nowadays the weather is so nice... Rain Rain Rain... So nice till it makes me wanna sleep don't wanna study... =(

No idea what to write any more... Stupid joseph msn me d then no reply me pulak... sigh...

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Study mode!

Omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is what i can say for this past few weeks.
Exam is around the corner and yet i just settled all my assignment.

Exam is on next week and I haven't finish revising yet!! ARRRGGG..... who can save me...

Actually I've start studying for quite a long time ago and I've already forgotten most of it. wtf

My study mode nowadays is on off on off.. Something wrong with the switch now. It won't turn on.. DIE....

I've to force it to turn on!! No more fooling around.


-Study time-

Friday, August 24, 2007

Science VS Believes

"LET ME EXPLAIN THE problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses beforehis class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian,aren't you, son?"

"Yes, sir."
"So you believe in God?"
"Is God good?"
"Sure! God's good."
"Is God all-powerful? Can God doanything?"
"Are you good or evil?"
"The Bible says I'm evil."
The professor grins knowingly.


He considers for a moment.

"Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them?Would you try?"
"Yes sir, I would."
"So you're good...!"
"I wouldn't say that."
"Why not say that? You would help asickand maimed person if you could... infact most of us would if we could...God doesn't."

No answer.

"He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer eventhough he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answerthat one?"

No answer.

The elderly man is sympathetic.
"No,you can't, can you?"

He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give thestudent time to relax. In philosophy,you have to go easy with the new ones.

"Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?"
"Er... Yes."
"Is Satan good?"
"Where does Satan come from?"
The student falters. "From... God..."
"That's right. God made Satan, didn't he?"

elderly man runs his bonyfingers through his thinning hair andturns to the smirking, studentaudience.

"I think we're going to have a lot of fun this semester, ladies andgentlemen."

He turns back to the Christian.
"Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?"
"Yes, sir."
"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? Did God make everything?"
"Who created evil?"
No answer.

"Is there sickness in this world?Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All the terrible things - do they exist in thisworld?"
The student squirms on his feet. "Yes."
"Who created them?"
No answer.
The professor suddenly shouts at his student.


The professor closes in for and climbs into the Christian's face. In a still small voice:

"God created all evil, didn't He, son?"

No answer.

The student tries to hold the steady,experienced gaze and fails.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away topace the front of the classroom like anaging panther. The class is mesmerized

Tell me," he continues, "How is it that God is good if He created all evil throughout all time?"

The professor swishes his arms around to encompass the wickedness of the world.

"All the hatred, the brutality, all thepain, all the torture, all the death and ugliness and all the suffering created by this good God is all over the world,isn't it, young man?"

No answer.

"Don't you see it all over the place?Huh?" Pause. "Don't you?"

The professor leans into the student's face again andwhispers,
"Is God good?"

No answer..

"Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?"

The student's voice betrays him and cracks.
"Yes, professor. I do."

The old man shakes his head sadly.

"Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the worldaround you. Have you ever seen your Jesus?"
"No, sir. I've never seen Him."
"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"
"No, sir. I have not."
"Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus... in fact, do you have any sensory perception of your God what so ever?"

No answer.

"Answer me, please."
"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."
"You're AFRAID... you haven't?"
"No, sir."
"Yet you still believe in him?"
"That takes FAITH!" The professor smiles sagely at the underling.

"According to the rules of empirical, testable,demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son? Where is your God now?"

The student doesn't answer.

"Sit down, please."
The Christian sits...Defeated. Another Christian raises his hand.

"Professor,may I address the class?"
The professor turns and smiles.

"Ah,another Christian in the vanguard! Come,come, young man. Speak some proper wisdom to the gathering."

The Christian looks around the room.

"Some interesting points you are making,sir. Now I've got a question for you.Is there such thing as heat?"
"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."
"Is there such a thing as cold?"
"Yes, son, there's cold too."
"No, sir, there isn't."

The professor's grin freezes. The room suddenly goes very cold. The second Christian continues.

"You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat,mega-heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold,otherwise we would be able to go colder than 458 - You see, sir, cold is only aword we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units becauseheat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."


A pin drops somewhere in the classroom.

"Is there such a thing as darkness,professor?"
"That's a dumb question, son. What is night if it isn't darkness? What are you getting at...?"
"So you say there is such a thing as darkness?"
"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something, it is the absence of something. You can have low light,normal light, bright light, flashing light but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's themeaning we use to define the word. Inreality, Darkness isn't. If it were,you would be able to make darkness darker and give me a jar of it. Can you...give me a jar of darker darkness,professor?"

Despite himself, the professor smile at the young effrontery before him. This will indeed be a good semester.

"Would you mind telling us what your point is,young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must be inerror...."

The professor goes toxic.

"Flawed...?How dare you...!"
"Sir, may I explain what I mean?" The class is all ears.
"Explain... oh, explain..."

The professor makes an admirable effort to regain control. Suddenly he is affability itself. He waves his hand to silence the class, for the student to continue.

"You are working on the premise of duality," the Christian explains.

"That for example there is life and then here's death; a good God and a bad God.You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science cannot even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism but has never seen, muchless fully understood them. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, merely the absence of it."

The young man holds up a newspaper he takes from the desk of a neighbor who has been reading it.

"Here is one of themost disgusting tabloids this countryhosts, professor. Is there such a thing as immorality?"

"Of course there is, now look..."

"Wrong again, sir. You see, immorality is merely the absence of morality. Is there such thing as injustice? No.Injustice is the absence of justice. Is there such a thing as evil?" The Christian pauses.
"Isn't evil the absence of good?"

The professor's face has turned an alarming color. He is so angry he is temporarily speechless. The Christiancontinues.

"If there is evil in theworld, professor, and we all agree there is, then God, if he exists, must beaccomplishing a work through the agency of evil. What is that work, God is accomplishing? The Bible tells us it is to see if each one of us will, of our own free will, choose good over evil."
The professor bridles.

"As a philosophical scientist, I don't view this matter as having anything to do with any choice; as a realist, I absolutely do not recognize the concept of God or any other theological factor as being part of the world equation because God is not observable."

"I would have thought that the absence of God's moral code in this world is probably one of the most observablephenomena going," the Christian replies."Newspapers make billions of dollars reporting it every week! Tell me,professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"

"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes,of course I do."

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor makes a sucking sound with his teeth and gives his student asilent, stony stare.

"Professor. Since no-one has ever observed the process of evolution atwork and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are younow not a scientist, but a priest?"

"I'll overlook your impudence in the light of our philosophical discussion.Now, have you quite finished?" the professor hisses.

"So you don't accept God's moral code to do what is righteous?"
"I believe in what is - that's science!"

"Ahh! SCIENCE!" the student's face spits into a grin. "Sir, you rightly state that science is the study of observed phenomena. Science too is a premise which is flawed..."

"SCIENCE IS FLAWED..?" the professor splutters.

The class is in uproar. The Christian remains standing until the commotion has subsided.
"To continue the point you were making earlier to the , may I give you an example of what I mean?"

The professor wisely keeps silent. The Christian looks around the room.

"Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?"

The class breaks out in laughter. The Christian points towards his elderly,crumbling tutor.

"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain...felt the professor's brain,touched or smelt the professor's brain?"

No one appears to have done so.

The Christian shakes his head sadly.

"It appears no one here has had any sensory perception of the professor's brain whatsoever. Well, according to the rules of empirical, testable,demonstrable protocol, science says the professor has no brain."

The class is in chaos. The Christian sits...

Because that is what a chair is for.

Monday, August 20, 2007


omg omg omg omg OMG!!!

my final exam is in 2 weeks and I haven't finish revising and I have 2 assignment due next week Monday and I have a presentation next week! and I can't hardly remember what I've studied and my Cost Accounting. I don't understand a single thing about that subject!

I'm so dead!

My conscious know that I have to study BUT my sub-conscious don't allow it to happen. Now all I do is watch anime, walking around the house, cleaning this, cleaning that. wth I should be studying and yet I'm doing all this shit. I do study ok.. Just not more than 2 hours straight, mostly 1 hour. Then I'm gone doing something else. LOL

Charlotte went back to JB for holiday. Now I'm alone in the room. LOL.. Kinda missing this feeling having the room all by myself (joking)

Nothing special happens lately. Usual lifestyle. Sleep, eat, Study, Classes, slacking. sigh.. boring life. xD

I recently felt that there's some hypocrisy in my friendship among some friend. I can't tell you who are they. But all I can tell you is quite a number of them. =P
Whenever I'm with them I felt that I'm being controlled. I hardly can do or wear whatever I want. Felt that I'm being watch. I have to think twice or trice about what I do. This sucks man! I'm that kind of person who do stuff on my own way something without thinking the effects. =P Kinda missing my old life. Do stuff without thinking twice. Do things the way I wanted.

I'm being told that I'm kinda self-centered. Do I? anyone can tell me? I don't think I'm self-centered. If I'm self-centered I won't scarifies my time and my money to do all the stuff you all asked me to do. If I'm self-centered I won't be suffering now. Doing all the shit you all not doing and with you guys name in it!

Few days ago, I went surfing the net and found some quote that is so damned true! One of my favourite quote is
"Life's Journey isn't to arrive at the grave safely in well preserved body but rather to skid sideways totally worn out and shouting HOLY SHIT what a ride!"
This is the life I'm going after! No one can do anything to stop me.. =P

"Nothing last forever. So drink it down, laugh it off, avoid bullshit and never have regrets because at one point whatever you did was exactly you wanted"

"Life is to precious to worry about stupid SHIT. So have fun, get drunk and fall in love say what you want and do what you want REGRET NOTHING and don't let asshole bring you shit down"

This are some of the quote that I found that is good. Life short and you don't know what will happen tomorrow or the hour next. So just enjoy it while you have the time.

Monday, August 06, 2007

Boredom do Kill

Let see... My house connection have been down lately, till I can't online for quite a few weeks.. So damned bored lar!!!

Now I've to come to my friend house to online... How sucks it is...

Exam is coming soon... Means my time of dying is getting near.. Shit lar.. This semester subject is hard like shit... hardly understand what lecturer is teaching... Kill me

Everytime open the books, reading like for a few minutes then start walking around... Opening the fridge or do whatever stuff to let the time goes by...

This few weeks i'm getting blur each day... lol

Got one time, it is monday and i thought is tues.. So i asked my friend whether wan go eat KFC or not(cz tues used to have 30% for member)... Then she replied me.. Today is what day wor... I was like today is TUes ar... then think think eh not right today is Monday... lol... I wanna laugh out loud but i think if i do that the passenger in LRT will think that I'm crazy... hahaha..

Yeah, Finally I finished reading Harry Potter the Deathly Hollow... This is the last book.. Damned nice lar... Nice ending also... haha... Shiok ar... Those who haven read this book, remember must read ya!! ahaa... Most of the part in the book is quite sad lor... Even the begining of the book... Hedwig died in the few chapter in the begining... then George lost an ear.. Damned funny. ahha.. Oh yeah mad-eye moody died.. Fred died, Remus and Tonks got married and gives birth to a baby boy. Remus and Tonks also died. Snape died as a Hero. lol (unbelievable eh) He was IN LOVE with Lily (Harry's mum) for his WHOLE LIFE.. lol...
Ginny got married wit Harry, Ron and Hermione... Aiya... just go and read the book ler... Mixture of comedy, love and action!!!

Monday, July 23, 2007

Harry Potter Order of the Phoenix

As his fifth year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry approaches, 15-year-old Harry Potter is in full-blown adolescence, complete with regular outbursts of rage, a nearly debilitating crush, and the blooming of a powerful sense of rebellion. It's been yet another infuriating and boring summer with the despicable Dursleys, this time with minimal contact from our hero's non-Muggle friends from school. Harry is feeling especially edgy at the lack of news from the magic world, wondering when the freshly revived evil Lord Voldemort will strike.

Actually for those who doesn't read the book will have the hard time of understanding what the hell is the movie talking about. There's a little bit of the story line in the movie is different from the book. For example, in the movie Neville was the one who found out that secret room. However in the book was dobby who found it. Another example will be in the movie the person who betray Harry and spill the beans was Cho Chang. But in the book is Cho Chang friend. I've forgotten the name. M something. haha

Imelda Staunton as Dolores Umbridge

Man, I hate this woman ever since i read the book. In the movie she is worst... Making me feel like beating her up. But when she was being carried away by the centaurs. SHIOK ar!!!

I think the change the actor who acts Dudley... He looks different... Still prefer the old one!

Evanna Lynch as Luna Lovegood.. Adorable little girl. Living in her own world...

The lucky girl who kissed Daniel... hahah

Cho Chang (Katie Leong)

Helena Bonham Carter as Bellatrix Lestrange To me she look like Dracula man!! hahaha... Even her laughter also sound like Dracula...

Emma Thompson as Sybill Trelawney.. Damned I like her so much!!!

-magic and spell

Wednesday, July 18, 2007


Let see.. I was being Stand me on by all by Movie mates.. All of them went to watch Transformers!! Without me some more... Sux man!! Luckily I found someone to watch with me... xD

For Centuries, two races of robotics aliens - the Autobots and the Decepticons have wages a war, with the fate of the universe at stake. When the battle comes to Earth, all that stands between the evil Decepticons and ultimate power is a clue held by young Sam Witwicky (Shia LaBeouf). An Average teenager, same is consumed with everyday worries about school, friends, cars and girls, Unaware that he alone is mankind's last chance fot survival. Sam and his friend Mikaela(Megan Fox) find themselves in a tug a war between the Autobots, and Deceptions. With the world hanging in the balance. Same comes to realize the true meaning behind the Witwicky family motto. " No Sacrifice, no victory!"

Actually I've been watching Even Stevens since I was in Sec school which Shia LaBeouf was the Even Stevens. This is one of the disney's series which I loved.. Shia is damned talented. In disney he was a comedian and he is really funny. He was also in I Robot with Will Smith, and another lead role in Holes. Holes is a damned nice movie. CHeck it out if u can! I love that movie a lot... hahaha...

Megan Fox and Shia LaBeouf

Megan Fox

Now I know why all the guys loves this movie... Not because of the cool robots is because this hottie! hahaha...

Josh Duhamel

Hunk Hottie!! hahaha... Doesn't he look familiar?? lol.. He was the hottie in the movie called Win A Date with Tad Hamilton!! As you can see, with those soldier clothes you can't really see how muscular he is.. aaawww.. hahaha

Friday, July 13, 2007


一篇感人的故事, 與有真性情的你們分享!或許故事有點長,請耐心看下去唷!!這是一個真實的故事,故事名稱我們叫它做一碗湯麵。



老闆娘帶著他們走到最靠邊的二號桌子,然後向廚臺那邊大聲喊著:「一碗湯麵!」一人份只有一團麵,老板多丟了半團麵,煮了滿滿一大碗,老闆娘和客人都不知道。母子三人圍著一碗湯麵吃得津津有味,一邊吃,一邊悄悄地談著:「好好吃喲!」哥哥說。 「媽,您也吃吃看嘛!」弟弟說著,挾了一根麵條往母親嘴裡送。 不一會兒吃完了,付了一百五十元,母子三人同聲誇讚:「真好吃,謝謝!」並且微微了鞠了一躬,走出麵館。「謝謝你們!新年快樂!」老闆和老闆娘同時這麼說。


老闆娘偷偷地在丈夫的耳朵旁說著。「喂,煮三碗給他們吃好不好?」「不行,這樣做他們會不好意思的。」 丈夫一邊這麼回答,卻一邊多丟進半團麵條到滾燙的鍋子裡,站在旁邊一直微笑著看著他的妻子說:「你看起來挺呆板的,心地倒還不錯嘛!」丈夫默默地盛好一大碗香噴噴的麵交給妻子端出去。母子三人圍著那碗麵,邊吃邊談論著,那些對話也傳到了老闆和老闆娘的耳朵裡。「好香....好棒....真好吃....!」「今年還能吃到北海亭的麵,真不錯!」「明年能夠再來吃,就好了....!」吃完了付了一百五十元,母子三人又走出了北海亭。「謝謝!祝你們新年快樂!」望著這母子三人的背影,老闆夫婦倆反覆談論了些久。



「請進!請進!」老闆娘熱情的招呼著。望著笑臉相迎的老闆娘,母親戰戰兢地說:「麻煩....麻煩煮兩碗湯麵好不好?」「好的,請這邊坐!」老闆娘招待他們坐到二號桌,趕快若無其事的將那「預約席」的卡片藏起來,然後向裡面喊著:「兩碗湯麵 !」「是的!兩碗湯麵!馬上就好了呦!」老闆一邊應聲,一邊丟進了三團麵進去。



「因此小淳決定長大以後要開麵館,當日本第一的麵館老闆,也要對每一個客人說加油!祝你幸福!謝謝你!」 一直站在廚臺裡聽他們對話的老闆夫婦突然失去蹤影,原來他們蹲下來,一條毛巾一人抓一頭,拼命擦著不斷湧出來的淚水。

「作文讀完了,老師說:小淳的哥哥今天代表媽媽來了,請上來說幾句話。」「真的?那麼你怎麼辦?」 「因為太突然了,開始不知說甚麼好。我就說:謝謝大家平時對小淳的關愛,我弟弟每天必須買菜做晚飯,常常會在團體活動中急忙地回家,一定給大家添了許多麻煩,剛剛我弟弟讀一碗湯麵的時候,我曾感到很羞恥,但是看見弟弟挺胸大聲讀完一碗湯麵的時候,感到羞恥的那種心情才是真正的羞恥。」「這些年來....媽媽只叫一碗湯麵的那種勇氣,我們兄弟絕對不會忘記....我們兄弟一定會好好努力,好好的照顧母親,今後仍然拜託個位多多關照我弟弟。」





兩個青年穿著筆挺的西裝,手上拿著大衣走進來,大家鬆了一口氣,繼續恢復熱鬧的氣氛,老闆娘正準備說「抱歉,己經客滿了」拒絕客人的時候,有一個穿和服的女人走進來,站到兩個青年人的中間。 店內所有的客人都屏住呼吸,聽那穿和服的婦人慢慢地說:「麻煩.....麻煩....湯麵....三人份可以嗎?」


「後來我們搬到滋賀縣的外婆家住,我今年己通過醫師的檢定考試,在京都大學醫院的小兒科實習,明年四月將要來札幌的綜合醫院服務。」 「我們禮貌上先來拜訪這家醫院,順便去父親的墓前祭拜,和曾經想當麵店大老闆未成,現在在京都銀行就職的弟弟商量,有一個最奢侈的計劃....就是今年除夕,母子三人要來拜訪札幌的北海亭,吃三人份的北海亭湯麵。」




Thursday, July 12, 2007


This few weeks I'm damned bad luck a... First is my laptop. The don't know what booter file is missing... No idea where it goes. Ended up my laptop TOTALLY cannot run, have to reformat.. so cham... then few days later... Laptop problem again.. Hell don't know what virus it got.. Lotsa program cannot run HAVE to reformat again... Then my pendrive missing.. and my fave key chain is there some more.. Aahh so heart pain!

Life this few month is still the same... It can describe by one word which is B-U-S-Y...
I'm Asphyxiating already!! will die soon or later... Just time.. Plus there's so many problem making me so vex.... Sigh~

I some how I wish all of those stuff didn't happen... I want my life back! My Happy and content life... Now I want something. But i can't have it.. Now my life isn't as content as before because of that something... Sometimes I know that it can never belong to me. Some other time, it tell me, I've the chance of having it. But till now I haven't get it. So, I've decide to let it go. But then it came and give me the thought of I might have the chance again of having it. This make me hard to let go. I wish there's someone here who can listen and guide me like my grandma..
Who can help me?


Saturday, July 07, 2007


When I'm in trouble
You are here
supporting me

When I'm lonely
You are here
Making lonely no more

When I'm having fun
You are here
Making it more Fun

Days by days
always having you around me

Without being realised
I fall for you

Don't know how
Don't know when
I start to have feelings for you

Always thinks of you
Always want to be with you

When I told you I like you
and You says I like you too
as a friend
My heart stopped

Till now,
I've never stop liking you

I always wanted to forget
to let go
Just be friends with you

But you
you sometimes give me
the thoughts of
you like me too
This makes me hard to let it go

Fondness grows stronger and
I'm getting selfish
I don't want just to be friend with you
what can i do...

Saturday, June 30, 2007

In and Out

I suppose to be sleeping in 2 hours ago.. I was preparing to go brush teeth and my friend called me ask me whether want to eat durian or not.. Of course want! I miss durian.. lol...

Actually today I suppose to be doing my assignment which is due on Tues..Open up the Microsoft word look at the half-done assignment, keep staring at it and nothing come up.. So start to browse everywhere.. Slowly mouse moved to blog which is bookmarked... and start to type this.. lol... Actually now is already 2.40am.. I suppose to be sleeping... haha.. and I'm feeling quite sleepy and tired this few days... *swt* This few days is freakingly tired!!

Every is assignment assignment and ASSIGNMENT!! I'm going to be insane soon or later! Now and again my group is not co-operative again... and exam is drawing nearer and nearer... whuhu

Now, I'm living with a roommate who is my cousin.. *smack head* First I thought having her as my roommate is okey.. since both of us are cousin.. She sometimes does get out of control. For example, the 1st few weeks her alarm rang, she is not the one who wakes up. I'm the one.. Days by days get annoyed but still shut up.. lol... These few weeks I was in a state of exhaustion. So I was in deep sleep most like sleep dead! haha.. I can't really hear anything... But still good enough to hear my own alarm rang...

I think my brain engine is working to hard.. I had headache for 3 days straight! My sleeping time also has been mixed up.. I can nap from 5pm+ till 8pm+ and then sleep at 1am+.. Then wakes up in the morning.. lolx...

Now my life is occupied by busyness, frustration, exhaustion...


Monday, June 25, 2007

Zhong aka Rice Dumpling

- Nyonya Zhong-

muahahah... Dumpling festival is coming soon... I love this festival.. This is because I love to eat Zhong... hahah..

2 weeks ago went back to hometown just to buy zhong to bring back to KL to eat. Then come back to KL got to eat KL zhong contribute by Shiny, Ipoh Zhong contributed by Alvin(Kampung Boy), and Pahang Zhong contributed by wanyin.. muhahaha so blessed! hahah... However all of this not very nice
I still prefer my granny d... She used to make alot alot alot alot of zhong for us to eat... She will wake up early to make for ALL of us... Then, i'm the pengacao.. Always says want help her do ended up. Help her making it more messy then before... hahaha... Her zhong is uncompare-able... I still remember the year she passed away my mum used her recepi to make zhong.. but not nice d.. it makes me wonder why not nice... then i realised is because of have "ah ma de wei dao" (ah mah's taste)
All of her zhong will slowly distribute to all my uncles and aunties all over malaysia.. Some even purposely come from S'pore to eat and bring back... Now, no more already... I hardly sees all my cousins nowadays... Miss them alot... lol

But still I'm really happy that I still able to eat so many type of different places of zhong! hahaha...

-I Love Zhong!!!-

Freakingly tired

oh my gosh... I think I'm going to die soon or later man... Everyday assignment, case study, report... aaahhh... I'm gonna faint! urgh... and now already week 5.. Mid-term exam is coming.. I hate exam...

Now my assignment group, some not co-operate also.. some says " ok Ok I'll do..." at the end a shit also didn't come out. Ended up SookKuan do, Alvin do, Me do... -.-"

This semester is kind of stressing.. Alot of things don't understand at all.. The worst of it is, 3 subjects are linked.. one of the subjects don't understand, the rest can't understand too.. Now, ALL 3 subjects I don't understand at all.. Can die ar...

Assignment is hard like hell man! I'll die alot of brain cells because of this man... =.=

Then the weather in KL is freakingly H-O-T... What the hell is this weather man!


Monday, June 11, 2007

200 Pounds Beauty

Last night went to watch movie again... *swt* I usually I don't watch korean movie d.. However this movie caught my attention... Finally asking my usual kaki we went to watch this movie... The beginning was a bit rated 18.. hahah... This movie is funny, sad and meaningful... It some sort is teaching us that not all singer sing themselves they have "reaL" voice at the back... hahaha.. jkjk

This movie is about a freaking damned fat behind-the-stage singer who is in love with the producer who treat her very nice. A part time phone sex lady... hahah.. She had a regular customer which is a plastic surgery doctor. After that she found out the singer she sang for, Ammy is a biatch and using her. She decided to go do commit suicide but she somehow failed.. When she was wanted to be moved into the hospital's bed.. 2 males nurse and a male doc trying damned hard to move her but can't as she is freaking H-U-G-E.. and then she wakes up and told them "I roll over myself" and she rolled and pom on the bed...(i laughed damned hard) Finally she decided to find her "regular customer" to get surgery from the top to the bottom... She was penniless and "blackmailed" him to get him to do everything in installment... hahahah

This movie songs are nice to especially Maria... Damned i like that song a lot... The vocal is damned strong... the bassist and the guitarist is awesome too... CHeck out this movie !!

-movie again-

Sunday, June 10, 2007


Last night I went to my friend house to eat sushi!!! hahaha... So happy... It has been a long time since I last eat sushi... It was delicious!! yummy... When I was there my friend, Celine she was still busy making sushi... As for me the mischievous one, of course my job is not to help her is to kacao her... See what did I do.. Snapping a picture of her with her hair look so erm.... "neat"As she was keep shoo-ing me away .. hahaha.... as you can see there's a blue buttock in the picture.. It somehow belong to the chetyong...hahaha...

Celine Busy making sushi for us to eat ler

Look How Delicious it is... hahaha

After this we all sat down on the floor and started enjoying ourselves... FYI, 3 out of the 6 plates of sushi, its have been "polluted" by Celine with A-L-O-T of wasabi... swt

Jerrine was the unlucky one... The 1st piece she took a FULL of wasabi... Next victim was Charlotte... Me and Chet Yong was the lucky one as both of us didn't get any... However at the end i ended up eating one( being forced to take.. lol).. As ChetYong was the only guy there he was being forced by all of us (Celine, Me, Jerr and Charlotte) to eat one! hahaha...

Then we played UNO...(lame... lol) Loser will being punished... Guess who.. CHetYong and he was the one who suggest loser will be punished... hahaha... The punishment was horrible!!! He was being fed wasabi as the punishment... urgh......... hhaha


Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Cute Gay... lolx

My mother ditched me and went Macau with my aunts! How sad!!! But at least she bought some clothes for me... hahha...

Today was a damned tired day!! My cousin, Charlotte came and stay with me since she is studying in A'Level. Today I brought Charlotte to register herself as she is late register! ('cz of NS). Then, bring her to carrefour to buy the portable cupboard which she fix till "ping ping piang piang" hahha... and like "eh this one goes where one ar.. eh how come this like that one ar..." swt...

Then my mum called.. Said they are in Sunway Pyramid asking me whether can go can find them.. However I'm having a 8AM class the next day!!! ahhhh!!!!Then she told me that they are going to Timesquare.. *wink wink* go Timesquare Near near only... So I went to find them. wth it is damned far!

While I was in the LRT on the way to Timesquare... There were two really cute foreigner guy sitting in front of me... I was "ooo Lucky Day!! hahaha However, as time passed by is getting weird about how they react and then *tink* this word came across my mind "GAY"... *swt* so pity ler.. hahaha... It is so wasted that they are GAY!....

After hanging awhile in timesquare with my mum and aunts.. Like that I also "earned" some money... hahhaha....

On the way back... while in the monorail a apek standing rite in front of me with his half unzip pants!! wth.. I can't even look up... I have to keep staring at my fingers!!Luckily I was going off right after two stops.. wth!!!!

-joyful&tired day!-

Sunday, June 03, 2007


I LOVE STRAWBERRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't know how many years ago was the last time I ate strawberry!! Since it is kind of hard to get in Malaysia unless you go cameron... I MISS EATING IT!!!!!

Few years ago, my family suppose having a reunion in cameron.. I was kinda excited to go 'cuz I want to eat strawberry... (greedy le... hahah) However, due to some things it was canceled... How sad...

I was lucky that my friend went to Cameron on Friday... She purposely come and sabo me say "I'm going to Cameron and you can't go.. hahaha"
Suddenly, *winkwink* I dragged her and says "BUY ME STRAWBERRY~!!!" I bet she kena shocked abit... haha.. though wanna sabo me ended up have to buy strawberry for me~ ahahhaa..
oh my gosh!! I miss strawberry so much... ahahha... She bought me 4 packets!! Eat till I shiok!! Others don't get jealous cuz you don't able to eat.. hahahah.... Now my fridge still got 3 packets.. ahahaha.... I slowly eat... Dunwan one go eat all!! hahaha... so happy la!! hahaha

Don't get to jealous while I'm eating.. hahaha

*wink*wink* I love strawberry~!!

Don't Drool!!!!!! hahaha

-i heart strawberry-

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Pirates Of the Caribbean 3

Last Sunday, I went to watch Pirates of Caribbean 3 with my church friends... First I was told there's only 5 people will be watching together. However when I reached at the cinema, it was a bunch of us(13 people!) lolx... anyway... I've been a H-U-G-E fan of Johnny Depp since the movie scissorshand Edward.. OMG.. He is such GREAT actor!!! So I went to watch this after I've been watching the 1st and the 2nd movie of Pirates... I'll never get sick of his acting man!

This 3rd movie is GOOD!! As the cheecky weird "Captain" Jack Sparrow was being caught by Davy Jones... And being dumped to the Island of Death(I think).. ahahha
Aiya... don't want to tell so much about this movie.. But still it is worth to watch.. But there's some quite eerie part and disgusting part.. hahaha..

Captain Barbossa, Elizabeth Swann "Captain" Jack Sparrow

Elizabeth was being elected as the Captain of Singapore after Chow Yun Fatt was accidentally killed by a piece of wood.. hahaha... Oh yeah.. She also being elected as the KING opps is Queen of the Pirates...

Johnny Depp as Jack Sparrow!!!!!!!!

See!! How Cool he is!! *faint* haha

Cheecky Smile... awwwwww.... haha

-luving it-