Thursday, August 30, 2007

Study mode!

Omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is what i can say for this past few weeks.
Exam is around the corner and yet i just settled all my assignment.

Exam is on next week and I haven't finish revising yet!! ARRRGGG..... who can save me...

Actually I've start studying for quite a long time ago and I've already forgotten most of it. wtf

My study mode nowadays is on off on off.. Something wrong with the switch now. It won't turn on.. DIE....

I've to force it to turn on!! No more fooling around.


STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



-Study time-

Friday, August 24, 2007

Science VS Believes

"LET ME EXPLAIN THE problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses beforehis class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian,aren't you, son?"

"Yes, sir."
"So you believe in God?"
"Absolutely."
"Is God good?"
"Sure! God's good."
"Is God all-powerful? Can God doanything?"
"Yes."
"Are you good or evil?"
"The Bible says I'm evil."
The professor grins knowingly.

"Ahh!THE BIBLE!"

He considers for a moment.

"Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them?Would you try?"
"Yes sir, I would."
"So you're good...!"
"I wouldn't say that."
"Why not say that? You would help asickand maimed person if you could... infact most of us would if we could...God doesn't."

No answer.

"He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer eventhough he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answerthat one?"

No answer.

The elderly man is sympathetic.
"No,you can't, can you?"

He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give thestudent time to relax. In philosophy,you have to go easy with the new ones.

"Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?"
"Er... Yes."
"Is Satan good?"
"No."
"Where does Satan come from?"
The student falters. "From... God..."
"That's right. God made Satan, didn't he?"

elderly man runs his bonyfingers through his thinning hair andturns to the smirking, studentaudience.

"I think we're going to have a lot of fun this semester, ladies andgentlemen."

He turns back to the Christian.
"Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?"
"Yes, sir."
"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? Did God make everything?"
"Yes."
"Who created evil?"
No answer.

"Is there sickness in this world?Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All the terrible things - do they exist in thisworld?"
The student squirms on his feet. "Yes."
"Who created them?"
No answer.
The professor suddenly shouts at his student.

"WHO CREATED THEM? TELL ME,PLEASE!"

The professor closes in for and climbs into the Christian's face. In a still small voice:

"God created all evil, didn't He, son?"

No answer.

The student tries to hold the steady,experienced gaze and fails.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away topace the front of the classroom like anaging panther. The class is mesmerized

Tell me," he continues, "How is it that God is good if He created all evil throughout all time?"

The professor swishes his arms around to encompass the wickedness of the world.

"All the hatred, the brutality, all thepain, all the torture, all the death and ugliness and all the suffering created by this good God is all over the world,isn't it, young man?"

No answer.

"Don't you see it all over the place?Huh?" Pause. "Don't you?"

The professor leans into the student's face again andwhispers,
"Is God good?"

No answer..

"Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?"

The student's voice betrays him and cracks.
"Yes, professor. I do."

The old man shakes his head sadly.

"Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the worldaround you. Have you ever seen your Jesus?"
"No, sir. I've never seen Him."
"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"
"No, sir. I have not."
"Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus... in fact, do you have any sensory perception of your God what so ever?"

No answer.

"Answer me, please."
"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."
"You're AFRAID... you haven't?"
"No, sir."
"Yet you still believe in him?"
"...yes..."
"That takes FAITH!" The professor smiles sagely at the underling.

"According to the rules of empirical, testable,demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son? Where is your God now?"

The student doesn't answer.

"Sit down, please."
The Christian sits...Defeated. Another Christian raises his hand.

"Professor,may I address the class?"
The professor turns and smiles.

"Ah,another Christian in the vanguard! Come,come, young man. Speak some proper wisdom to the gathering."

The Christian looks around the room.

"Some interesting points you are making,sir. Now I've got a question for you.Is there such thing as heat?"
"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."
"Is there such a thing as cold?"
"Yes, son, there's cold too."
"No, sir, there isn't."

The professor's grin freezes. The room suddenly goes very cold. The second Christian continues.

"You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat,mega-heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold,otherwise we would be able to go colder than 458 - You see, sir, cold is only aword we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units becauseheat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."

Silence.

A pin drops somewhere in the classroom.

"Is there such a thing as darkness,professor?"
"That's a dumb question, son. What is night if it isn't darkness? What are you getting at...?"
"So you say there is such a thing as darkness?"
"Yes..."
"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something, it is the absence of something. You can have low light,normal light, bright light, flashing light but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's themeaning we use to define the word. Inreality, Darkness isn't. If it were,you would be able to make darkness darker and give me a jar of it. Can you...give me a jar of darker darkness,professor?"

Despite himself, the professor smile at the young effrontery before him. This will indeed be a good semester.

"Would you mind telling us what your point is,young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must be inerror...."

The professor goes toxic.

"Flawed...?How dare you...!"
"Sir, may I explain what I mean?" The class is all ears.
"Explain... oh, explain..."

The professor makes an admirable effort to regain control. Suddenly he is affability itself. He waves his hand to silence the class, for the student to continue.

"You are working on the premise of duality," the Christian explains.

"That for example there is life and then here's death; a good God and a bad God.You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science cannot even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism but has never seen, muchless fully understood them. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, merely the absence of it."


The young man holds up a newspaper he takes from the desk of a neighbor who has been reading it.



"Here is one of themost disgusting tabloids this countryhosts, professor. Is there such a thing as immorality?"

"Of course there is, now look..."

"Wrong again, sir. You see, immorality is merely the absence of morality. Is there such thing as injustice? No.Injustice is the absence of justice. Is there such a thing as evil?" The Christian pauses.
"Isn't evil the absence of good?"


The professor's face has turned an alarming color. He is so angry he is temporarily speechless. The Christiancontinues.

"If there is evil in theworld, professor, and we all agree there is, then God, if he exists, must beaccomplishing a work through the agency of evil. What is that work, God is accomplishing? The Bible tells us it is to see if each one of us will, of our own free will, choose good over evil."
The professor bridles.



"As a philosophical scientist, I don't view this matter as having anything to do with any choice; as a realist, I absolutely do not recognize the concept of God or any other theological factor as being part of the world equation because God is not observable."

"I would have thought that the absence of God's moral code in this world is probably one of the most observablephenomena going," the Christian replies."Newspapers make billions of dollars reporting it every week! Tell me,professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"

"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes,of course I do."

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor makes a sucking sound with his teeth and gives his student asilent, stony stare.

"Professor. Since no-one has ever observed the process of evolution atwork and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are younow not a scientist, but a priest?"

"I'll overlook your impudence in the light of our philosophical discussion.Now, have you quite finished?" the professor hisses.

"So you don't accept God's moral code to do what is righteous?"
"I believe in what is - that's science!"

"Ahh! SCIENCE!" the student's face spits into a grin. "Sir, you rightly state that science is the study of observed phenomena. Science too is a premise which is flawed..."

"SCIENCE IS FLAWED..?" the professor splutters.

The class is in uproar. The Christian remains standing until the commotion has subsided.
"To continue the point you were making earlier to the , may I give you an example of what I mean?"

The professor wisely keeps silent. The Christian looks around the room.

"Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?"

The class breaks out in laughter. The Christian points towards his elderly,crumbling tutor.

"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain...felt the professor's brain,touched or smelt the professor's brain?"

No one appears to have done so.

The Christian shakes his head sadly.

"It appears no one here has had any sensory perception of the professor's brain whatsoever. Well, according to the rules of empirical, testable,demonstrable protocol, science says the professor has no brain."

The class is in chaos. The Christian sits...

Because that is what a chair is for.

Monday, August 20, 2007

STRESS!

omg omg omg omg OMG!!!

my final exam is in 2 weeks and I haven't finish revising and I have 2 assignment due next week Monday and I have a presentation next week! and I can't hardly remember what I've studied and my Cost Accounting. I don't understand a single thing about that subject!

I'm so dead!

My conscious know that I have to study BUT my sub-conscious don't allow it to happen. Now all I do is watch anime, walking around the house, cleaning this, cleaning that. wth I should be studying and yet I'm doing all this shit. I do study ok.. Just not more than 2 hours straight, mostly 1 hour. Then I'm gone doing something else. LOL

Charlotte went back to JB for holiday. Now I'm alone in the room. LOL.. Kinda missing this feeling having the room all by myself (joking)

Nothing special happens lately. Usual lifestyle. Sleep, eat, Study, Classes, slacking. sigh.. boring life. xD

I recently felt that there's some hypocrisy in my friendship among some friend. I can't tell you who are they. But all I can tell you is quite a number of them. =P
Whenever I'm with them I felt that I'm being controlled. I hardly can do or wear whatever I want. Felt that I'm being watch. I have to think twice or trice about what I do. This sucks man! I'm that kind of person who do stuff on my own way something without thinking the effects. =P Kinda missing my old life. Do stuff without thinking twice. Do things the way I wanted.

I'm being told that I'm kinda self-centered. Do I? anyone can tell me? I don't think I'm self-centered. If I'm self-centered I won't scarifies my time and my money to do all the stuff you all asked me to do. If I'm self-centered I won't be suffering now. Doing all the shit you all not doing and with you guys name in it!

Few days ago, I went surfing the net and found some quote that is so damned true! One of my favourite quote is
"Life's Journey isn't to arrive at the grave safely in well preserved body but rather to skid sideways totally worn out and shouting HOLY SHIT what a ride!"
This is the life I'm going after! No one can do anything to stop me.. =P

"Nothing last forever. So drink it down, laugh it off, avoid bullshit and never have regrets because at one point whatever you did was exactly you wanted"

"Life is to precious to worry about stupid SHIT. So have fun, get drunk and fall in love say what you want and do what you want REGRET NOTHING and don't let asshole bring you shit down"

This are some of the quote that I found that is good. Life short and you don't know what will happen tomorrow or the hour next. So just enjoy it while you have the time.

Monday, August 06, 2007

Boredom do Kill

Let see... My house connection have been down lately, till I can't online for quite a few weeks.. So damned bored lar!!!

Now I've to come to my friend house to online... How sucks it is...

Exam is coming soon... Means my time of dying is getting near.. Shit lar.. This semester subject is hard like shit... hardly understand what lecturer is teaching... Kill me

Everytime open the books, reading like for a few minutes then start walking around... Opening the fridge or do whatever stuff to let the time goes by...

This few weeks i'm getting blur each day... lol

Got one time, it is monday and i thought is tues.. So i asked my friend whether wan go eat KFC or not(cz tues used to have 30% for member)... Then she replied me.. Today is what day wor... I was like today is TUes ar... then think think eh not right today is Monday... lol... I wanna laugh out loud but i think if i do that the passenger in LRT will think that I'm crazy... hahaha..

Yeah, Finally I finished reading Harry Potter the Deathly Hollow... This is the last book.. Damned nice lar... Nice ending also... haha... Shiok ar... Those who haven read this book, remember must read ya!! ahaa... Most of the part in the book is quite sad lor... Even the begining of the book... Hedwig died in the few chapter in the begining... then George lost an ear.. Damned funny. ahha.. Oh yeah mad-eye moody died.. Fred died, Remus and Tonks got married and gives birth to a baby boy. Remus and Tonks also died. Snape died as a Hero. lol (unbelievable eh) He was IN LOVE with Lily (Harry's mum) for his WHOLE LIFE.. lol...
Ginny got married wit Harry, Ron and Hermione... Aiya... just go and read the book ler... Mixture of comedy, love and action!!!
ahhaha