Friday, December 26, 2008

A rundown

first of all
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
bwahahaa....
had a sien-ness-to-the-maxness new year
=P

anyway before xmas i was back in bp and
been back to bp for nearly 2 weeks
man!
i enjoy it sooooooooo damned freaking much!
shiok ar!

skipping classes
skipping assignments
postponing test

bwhahahaha

Penny is bad gurl!
but still
im having my time here back in bp
___________________________________________

i attended my aunt wedding
on the Dec 20th
met my dad at sunway on the 18th
since that he was coming to get my relatives from bintulu
then of course followed him back to bp!

and of course P-H-O-T-O!

the happy couple...

me grandma and aunt

the girls!

all my aunts~!

my family wit the groom and the bride~

FAMILY PHOTO!

the girls from my mom-side family~!
taken before dinner!
bwhahaah

photo was taken after the dinner...
we were enjoying taking photo
and
me dad come and destroy our pretty photo...

sheng qi and me!

me mum and me dad~!

me sherine and sammi~
my cousins~!

taken after dinner right outside the restorant door!
wen and me
shengqi beside me..
and sherine popping out from the back~!
bwhahaha

me and mum of course~
me and sheng qi~

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then i went to sunway to celebrate xmas with my family
but i didn't go back to setapak after dat
i follow my parents back to bp again!
bwahahaha
watched Yes man in the new cinema in Batupahat

man the cinema stinks
due to that it is NEW!
yew...
not the new paint smell
something else
yucks!
anyway...
the movie is nice!!!
bwhahahha
Jim Carrey is always the best comedians ever!
so funny le....
then on the 29th only go back to setapak to
continue my boring classes
continue my stress-to-death test and assignment

and
my final exam timetable is fucking sucks like shit!
damned sien!
ish ish ish!

but still
i have a time best time ever in bp!

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New year.. did nothing much of course
except after class
went to Timesquare to watch movie with a gang of friends
we watched the bedtime stories by Adam Sandler...


bwhahaha
he is still so funny
love him
this movie is nice too!
ahahaha
laugh all the way..=P

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

UPDATE!

yeah!
i finished reading the book!
omg!
i love the 4th book!
loved it sooo much!

it is a book worth to read!
go ahead and read it

hate the second book
when edward HAVE to leave Bella
and then Bella ended up with Jacob!
hate it hate it hate it
BELLA should be with EDWARD NOT JACOB!

but still at the end Bella became the Hero who save edward
bwhahahah...

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

LOVE EDWARD!

after watching the movie Twilight
with Robert Pattinson inside of course..
gosh! Love him!

im eager to read the damned book..

so i got the book from JoShin
hehehe


i read the first book which is twilight
and
i finished in two days.
yeah two days!
and
im total in love with Edward Cullen!
he is so damned romantic!
oh my god~!
Edward quote: "You are my life now"
aaaaaawwwwwwww
how i wished there also be a guy who will say that to me...
hehehe

and

now im reading the 2nd book which is the New Moon


where
due to Bella safety
Edward and his family decide to leave her
so sad ya know...
when Edward came and tell her..
ouch~

Edward said: "I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed."

ouch that really ouch when Edward said that
im now already half way through the 2nd book!
damned im addicted to it..
hahaha..

cant wait to read the 3rd book which is Eclipse

and
the last book which is Breaking Dawn


and i have test and assignment due friday
and i have test on next thurs
and i have tonnes of assignment haven't finish!
and yet
im reading this!
bwahhaha
who cares!
as long as i can finish it!
*blekz*


ps: I want a boyfriend who is just like Edward! and i dont mind if he is vampire or werewolves! as long as he loves me... bwahaha...
ppss: that's girls dreams... imagination... ahahaha... sue me!


Saturday, November 29, 2008

Twilight

Few hours ago...
i went to watch twilight with my pals...


and

this movie was good...

although the starting of the movie is kinda giving me a headache...
with trying to give the speedy effect

but still

to me
i think it is a not bad movie...
and of course
cute guy
bwhahaha

Robert Pattinson

Robert Pattinson!
he is so cute!
and he is British
double the cute-ness
bwahahah

and
and
and

he play piano!
P-I-A-N-O!
triple the cute-nessssss
*grinz*

at first when i look at the poster
i was thinking this cute hottie is kinda familiar...
he was in the movie of
Harry Potter: The Goblet of Fire as the Cedric Diggory

who die in the end murdered by Voldermolt.

this is Robert Pattinson and Kristen Steward.
in this movie is the vampire...
named Edward Cullen.
In their world their family are the so-called vegetarian...
cuz they only feed on the animals blood not human.
and this


is his family with Bella
love the girl Alice. short black hair... (on the left)
a pretty girl...

anyway... he is so damned cute...
in this movie...
his makeup makes him too pale..
like a living dead...
but still
he is C-U-T-E

wanna buy the book to read...
hahaha...

anyway...
loves this movie...
loves Robert Pattinson!
bwhahaha

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Happy ?

today went sunway do shopping!
yeah~
meet up with my cousin, wen who is studying there
shopped with him whole day

and

it was the happiest day i ever had in these past few days.
so freakingly happy le~

bought 4 shirts
and spent nearly rm200 (include food of course)
broke a nail while "fighting" with my cousin at the cinema counter
ahhaha

everything was gone when spending time with him
so happy ^.^
so exhausted
and next weekend destination
will be
Pavilion!
bwahahaha

however this feeling was
never lasted for whole day till i sleep..
sigh....

anyway had great day...
hope tomorrow will be too ... (;



tired
+


hurt

Thursday, November 20, 2008

wished that

all i can say now is S-O-R-R-Y
i don't know that
i really do...
and
this feelings are not happened recently
this feelings happens long before

i know
that I'm bad tempered
that I'm impatient
that the way i talk to you guys
but this is it...
I'm like this
i try to change
i will

getting knowing someone
is when you accept who they are

only one person know me
only one girl
in this world I'm living
only this one
only one
who
understand who am i
understand what i really am
understand what i really need
even sometimes i don't need to say anything
she knows what i want
she knows what i wanted to say
when we looked at each others
we know...
i miss her a lot
she is in PJ
far away from me
who is beepoh....
misses her so much...

still
i thank you..

silence is gold
shut up better than talking

wished that everything is the same
wished that everything is bygone
wished that I'm invisible
wished that I've no feeling no fear, no sadness, nothing
wished that I'm stupid
wished that i don't know everything


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

sometimes

sometimes i really fed up of you guys.
they way you guys treat people is like shit
like they are nobody

everyone is a somebody in some one's eye
but
i felt that im a nobody in everyone's eyes

needed me
then find me
finish using
just dump me away like a used paper

treat others like you want to be treated
if i treat u like that what will u feel?
i already tried my best to do everything you guys wanted
still
im a nobody

there's one chinese quote says that
"When outside, depend on friends"
bullshit! a pile of shit

depends on friend will die faster than u thought

all of this stuff happens around me
i've no idea who to trust, who not to trust anymore

if i vent my anger on you, you're will fed up and dun even talk to me
what about yourself?
you vent your anger at me then it is alright?
FUCK off!

if you want people to treat you they way you wanted
treat PEOPLE THAT WAY TOO!

sometimes
i just wanna walk out
walk away
live a life without you guys might be better....

Monday, November 17, 2008

tired

nowadays...
other than the sadness

is
tiredness

somehow
wished that
i can sleep forever

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

原来。。。

原来。。。
这一切都是假的
还是只是错觉?
还是都是真的?
我已经分不清楚了。。。

有时觉得真得自己很像多余的。。。
就像你们的生活瓶子已经满了。。。
装不像我这一颗单株。。。
就被遗忘在外。。

这是因为我的关系吗?
这是因为我的问题吗?

我真的不知道。。。
希望你们会告诉我。。
不要怕会伤害我。。。
或者。。。
你们能识者慢慢的告诉我
或者
好声好气地说。。

由你们的意见
我才能尽量的改进。。

要不然我真的不知道
自己错在哪里。。
而那个错误会一直都在。。

这样我会跟伤。。

我真的不想当局外者。。
显然的
你对我的态度
和对他们
是不一样的。。。
就连旁观者
都看得见。。

旁观者都会问我。。
每次都是以尴尬收尾。。
每次都不知道要这么回答。。

渐渐的。。
发现
原来我们是名义上的朋友
事实上是陌生人。。。

Monday, November 03, 2008

藤井树 - 夏日之诗

这几天读了这本书。。。
觉得还不错。。。
一路来。。。
都很喜欢他写的书。。。
他的书,
有一种吸引力。。
会让我不知不觉地爱上。。
哈哈。。

这本书有一段词
我很喜欢。
那就是,


灵魂就像一块蛋糕。四四方方的。
你爱过的人。你就会分出一部分的灵魂给他,像是蛋糕割去了一小片。
如果他也爱你,那么它就会分出一部分的灵魂给你,像是给你一小片蛋糕。
这一来一往之间,那一小片蛋糕的施与受,重视会让你的灵魂恢复原状的。
如果你爱上的人并不爱你,那么你的灵魂,就会出现缺口。
因为已经给出去的灵魂,永远要不回来了。
很喜欢这个词。。。
觉得很真。。。
如果要补回这个缺口还真的需要另一个爱情的到来...
但是。。。
痕迹一定会留下来。。。


还有在他的另一个作品交 “这城市”
在里面也有一些此我觉得很有意义。。。
幸福,不管是经过一番辛苦,还是轻轻松松德得到都是最难忘的。。。
青春是生命的累积,过去是回忆的累积。。。
散步是一种沟通,是一种交流,是一种新陈代谢,是一种言语。。。

Sunday, November 02, 2008

homeless.... stay in the house bunny


yesterday went to lowyat with charlotte aka my cousin to buy her new phone as she lost hers few month ago...

and when i was finish bathing came out to the living room... my housemate told me that later the agent is coming.. owner is selling off the house...
fuck it!
sell off the house?!
without informing us in the advance....
fuck fuck fuck lar!

if the house really sell off where the hell you wanna us to stay...
if the buyer wanted the house for themselves and not for investment?
fuck it~!

the buyer came... and it was my old lecturer~ dont like her... as she speak with only one tone... even she is mad... -_-"'

so talked to her and everything... she planned to buy for herself..
and then today... another two buyer came by... to see the house... i think they intend to buy this lot... fuck up lar...

soon or later
im going to homeless..
irony life~
crap life~

me and charlotte went to watch house bunny after she bought her neww phone...
damned it is funny!
love that movie...


learned something there..
even you look different from how you used to look...
friends and family will always love you no matter what...
friends and family love who and what you are...


since im going to be homeless...
i think im going to pledge for ZETA (house bunny)
hahahaha


Thursday, October 30, 2008

觉得。。。

觉得要坦诚的面对别人。。。
有时是需要很大的勇气。。。
跟何况我们都需要跟大的勇气来面对自己。。。。。。

寂寞孤独不一定是坏事。。。
在这当中我慢慢的了解自己。。。
慢慢的发现自己的弱点。。。
再让自己有勇气的面对自己的缺点。。。
让自己有那机会正视自己的弱点。。。。。。

在这世界有时会有很多事让我们很容易放弃
放弃那个机会去勇往直前。。。
放弃那个机会去面对。。。

为何要让这些有的没得东西来让我们放弃??
为何不要用另外一种观点来让我们不放弃??

在人生不是只有一种解决方法。。。
在人生是有于种不同的方法来解决一件事。。。
为何不用那个方法来解决呢??
为何人就是要钻牛角尖呢??

人有时还真茅盾。。。 =_='"

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Lawyer can be stupid sometimes...

got this mail from my friend...
and
im to lazy to forward...
as some email address is either not exist anymore or the mail bounce back...
i hate that...

anyway..

juz read it..
is funny
especially the last one!




A minority of lawyers

These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word , taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place.
Funny and true!!


ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active?

WITNESS: No, I just lie there.

________________________________


ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth?

WITNESS: July 18th.

ATTORNEY: What year?

WITNESS: Every year.

_____________________________________


ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?

WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?

WITNESS: Yes.

ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory?

WITNESS: I forget.

ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot?

_____________________________________


ATTORNEY: How old is your son, the one living with you?

WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which.

ATTORNEY: How long has he lived with you?

WITNESS: Forty-five years.

_____________________________________


ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning?

WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?'

ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you?

WITNESS: My name is Susan.

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo?

WITNESS: We both do.

ATTORNEY: Voodoo?

WITNESS: We do.

ATTORNEY: You do?

WITNESS: Yes, voodoo.

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?

WITNESS: Did you actually pass the bar exam?

____________________________________


ATTORNEY: The youngest son, the twenty -year -old, how old is he?

WITNESS: Uh, he's twenty

________________________________________


ATTORNEY: Were you present when your picture was taken?

WITNESS: Would you repeat the question?

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?

WITNESS: Yes.

ATTORNEY: And what were you doing at that time?

WITNESS: Uh....

______________________________________

ATTORNEY: She had three children, right?

WITNESS: Yes.

ATTORNEY: How many were boys?

WITNESS: None.

ATTORNEY: Were there any girls?

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: How was your first marriage terminated?

WITNESS: By death.

ATTORNEY: And by whose death was it terminated?

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: Can you describe the individual?

WITNESS: He was about medium height and had a beard.

ATTORNEY: Was this a male or a female?

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition notice which I sent to your attorney?

WITNESS: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.

_____________________________________


ATTORNEY: Doctor, how many of your autopsies have you performed on dead people?

WITNESS: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK? What school did you go to?

WITNESS: Oral.

______________________________________


ATTORNEY: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?

WITNESS: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.

ATTORNEY: And Mr. Denton was dead at the time?

WITNESS: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an autopsy on him!

____________________________________________


ATTORNEY: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?

WITNESS: Huh?

____________________________________________



ATTORNEY: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: Did you check for blood pressure?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: Did you check for breathing?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: How can you be so sure, Doctor?

WITNESS: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.

ATTORNEY: But could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless?

WITNESS: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law





conclusion: even lawyer studied soo much... and they still ask stupid questions...

Monday, October 20, 2008

找到了

前几天
回了家
终于知道
在家是最舒服的
没有人会管我

家人都知道我要的是什么
我都不用开口
我都不用作任何表情
爸妈都知道我要什么

这才知道
家人的容忍
家人的包容
家人的关心
家人的爱护
是那么大的。。。

不管我做了什么坏事
爸妈都会谅解
不管我要什么的无理要求
爸妈都会尽量的完成
不管我多么的任性
爸妈都会包容我

这才知道
有爸妈是件多么好的事

这我才知道
原来我一早就有了一个属于我的秘密基地
那就是我家

在那
有家人的关爱
有家人的包容

在那
我不需要隐瞒
我不需要戴面具

我能做真正的自己
要怎样就怎样

上个星期六时
帮了我的傻妹妹
庆祝的他的生日
那时是我这个月最开心的日子
再这里
我好像没有那么得开心地笑了...

好像每个星期都能回家
但是车票好贵哦...

我的秘密基地就我的美丽可爱的家...

Monday, October 13, 2008

属于我的秘密基地

不知道要写什么。。
不知道要怎么开始
只知道心情很不好。。。

也不知道为什么
只知道很寂寞
虽然家里很多人
但是还是很寂寞

好想有一个属于我的秘密基地
在这里
不需要用任何言语
就有人会明白我需要什么
就有人会帮我搞定那些事情
而不是我自己

在这里
不会寂寞
不会伤心
不会背叛
不会心痛

在这里
不需要掩饰
不需要勇敢
不需要坚强
不需要强颜欢笑

在这里
能做真正的自己
能真心的笑

多久没有摊开心的笑了。。


哎。。。


如果有这么的一个地方哪有多好。。。。。。。。。

Saturday, October 11, 2008

animals planet~

as my previous post mentioned

my house is turning into a animal planet... lolx


okok.... this is the two big tank....


this are the two dumb cat fish....
always squeezing each other at the corner of the tank for nothing.... =_=

the two blue lobster~!
with the so-called sword fish at the back

arowana!!! got another one in the other tank...
same breed d....

this is the old cat and the mother of two kitten
name?
is LV lameass name given by my brother...


Siamese cat...
snowy
Snow:*kitty eyes*

*glare*
another Persian...
coco
coco:"GO AWAY!"



and this is our newest member!
two mixed breed kitten!
Left is skinny
right is fattie
hahah

fattie:"SKINNY dont look!"
skinny: "oh... okok!!"




coco: "im a squirrel..."




Tuesday, October 07, 2008

another semester

damned so fast my holiday is gone

damned so fast my class already started

damned so fast my result is out (next week) o.O

damned today came back to KL and fall sick

so damned freaking suai...



anyway...
my house is going to turn into a animal planet any time now

currently we have 5 cats...
yeah 5!!
sound like those lonely old woman that dont have anyone to keep company
that keeps sooooo many cats at home~
=.=

and

two big tank of fishes

2 arowana, stingray, cat fish and alot unknown fishes to me~

hahaha

will show the picture soon~

going to have a busy day now~
sigh~

Friday, September 19, 2008

emo again and again


Everything has back to normal
and yet
loneliness still with me

some how

don't feel any belonging at all

Thank you for letting me
realizing all the stuff

everything
even close trusted friend can do

seems like everything is back where it used to be
on the outside
on the inside
i've no idea how you guys think

this is a place where i can put
all my thoughts
all my feelings here

don't give a shit on how you think
no matter how you think
is your brain make u think
i didn't
so don't give me a S-H-I-T


this is a place for me
to write
to express

and you

just read



as for now
i can't wait for my finals to finish
and go back home

don't feel like staying here
i wanna go back home


so emo nowadays~!




-being crowned as emo queen-

Friday, September 12, 2008

being emo again~

slowly
day by day
i learnt that

it takes a lot of courage to believe in someone

even though you know that person for ages

sometimes
i don't even trust myself

don't even know
whether
my own self
will lie to me or not

Recently
a lot of things happened

things that i wished
that it never happened

somehow
i wish that time can go backwards
so that i can reverse all the stupid things i had done

hurting people around me
is not the thing i want it to happen

i know that i made mistake too
mistake that never can be forgiven
mistake that hurt people unintentionally
mistake that make me regret so much

when people ask
"Are you Ok?"
"Are you fine?"
"Why you look so sad?"

this make my heart feel better

because

no one
especially own friends
will pretend to be nice by asking you that

they will ask because they care
they afraid you've been hurt

even that they are not close to you
they will still ask

even stranger will too

im not a pretender
im not a angel outside devil inside
im not a faker

eventhough
you may think i am
all i can say is
your judgement is your judgement
i can't really do anything

maybe
sometimes
my action
the way i talk
misunderstood you

all i can say is
i'm sorry
i really am
and
i really do care
from the bottom of my heart

im too not a loner
fear to be alone
always wanted to be in the crowd
where people friends
are talking
joking with you

even you are hiding
but still because you don't want to let other to see your weakness
your sadness

that's why always brings a smile whenever you go
until you find someone that you trust the most
only then the real self will be lighted up

sometimes
i too
just wanna cry

now
tears fill my eyes
heart is bleeding
heart is aching

reason?
maybe is cuz of that
that thing that make us apart
why it has to turn out like this?



and



now is exam time. i totally have no mood to study at all. can predict that my result will not be good.

no mood to study
no mood to do anything else

hoping that
everything will disappear by itself


-sorry for everything-



Wednesday, September 10, 2008

life is unfair

i understand

but you said that

we didn't put ourselves in your shoes and think

then did you?

the reason why we make that decision is because we did

we know that you can't be alone
we know that you liked it here
we know that you don't wish to move
we know that you wanted to be here
without any changes

that's why we made that kind of decisions

we even thought that

what going to happen to your work

how you going to face them
how you going to attend your functions or meeting

and everything else

and

you said that we being unfair?
you said that we being cruel to them?

are we?

aren't they cruel to us too?

do you think of that?

there's no perfect ending
there's no happy ending in this kind of world

you can't want both parties have the perfect happy ending
one of the party will get hurt no matter what

now

we are the party that got hurts
unintentionally by you

life is unfair
no matter what

Truth always hurts

why it has to turn out like this?

this is not what i want to know

I trusted you

and

I never though that you will say it

i really did not

i guess

that day i walk out the room unexpectedly

because

i can't hold back anymore

i just wanna cry it out
the feeling of being backstabbed
is sucks

and

i can imagine the pain of those people when they first heard it

sorry

i really am

the truth and all the explanation u given
i understand

but it hurts
my heart

on that moment
heartache
alot

never ever thought that you'll say it out
feel like being betrayed
backstabbed

even now when i think of it
my heart still ache

i really do hope that
there's no changes in between our friendship

although i know that u feel sad
you feel afraid
you feel that you have to face to talk to us anymore

but still

i really hope that
there's no changes

friends still friends
no matter what


"Friends is just like air. You can't see it you can't feel it. But it is important to you. Without it, there's nothing else worth living for."

Friday, September 05, 2008

朋友

在这么多人里面
我们能认识是一种缘分
在这么多人里面
我们能变成朋友是命中注定


我们能认识
是应我们有共同的梦想


我的人生电脑
存了我们所有的美好快乐的回忆


友情难得到
不要因一点误会
而毁了这友情


朋友难得到
不要因一句话
而有了距离


现实的残酷
现实的考验
带来了喜怒哀乐
不管怎样
我们都要坚强的面对
肩并肩的
手牵手的
一起勇敢的面对


希望
在未来的日子
不要因一点误会
而成了大家的友情裂痕


我们之间
的友情来的不容易
不要因一句话而毁了我们的感情


开心难过的时候
都是需要朋友的安慰
都是需要朋友的拥抱


我们之间不要有裂痕好不好?
把所有的问题都解决好不好?

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

15 个可不可以

可不可以不勇敢
可不可以不坚强
可不可以不失望
可不可以不改变
可不可以不完美
可不可以不隐藏
可不可以不服从
可不可以不烦恼
可不可以不放弃
可不可以不讨厌
可不可以不伪装
可不可以不思念
可不可以不后悔
可不可以不强颜欢笑
可不可以什么都不知道!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 30, 2008

人难做

现在的心情好复杂...

可不可以就这样什么都不要去想...
可不可以一闭上眼问题就没了...
可不可以什么都不要想...





现在才了..





做人难..
但是
做朋友跟难!





事事难料...
什么都那么突然...



要有付出才有收获..
要牺牲才懂得珍惜...



不要每件事都为别人想...
有时为自己而自私
是件对的事...



只要不要做自己后悔的事就OK 了...




最好的事
是做自己!




-加油, 做真正的自己-

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Money no enough...

that's our feelings nowadays...

sighhh...

everything increased...

life getting harder without money~
lolz...


anyway...
now im in the exam period...
still cabut to go watch this movie....

money no enough II




another wonderful production by Jack Neo!
everytime watch his movie 200% sure cry d....


is a
MUST WATCH!!!

damned nice...

especially at the ending...
man!

i cried A-L-O-T
lolz...

very emotional

where the mother... which is this one...


fallen sick
then she face the destiny some old people faced nowadays...
being pushed around by her own children..
taking turns to take care of her...

sleep on the floor...
sleep beside the toilet...
damned!
so heartache
so pityful~

I SWEAR I NEVER GOING TO TREAT MY PARENTS THAT WAY!
WHO TREAT THEIR PARENTS SHALL GO TO HELL!!!


dont wanna spoil the mood....
go watch and you'll know!!!




-watch it or regret it-

Happy Birthday Ceng Ceng


Happy Birthday CengCeng!

this person ar...
so fully booked..

so we ended up help her to celebrate during OOAD class...
hahaa

we E2 and our OOAD tutorial Lecture Ms Chin
top: weiyoong, weichun, chunkhai, mokmokmok
middle: cengceng, me, luwen, amanda, jiawen, jiayee
bottom: yenni, msChin, jiaojiao

the E2 gang who present on 27 August 2008~

the lady~!

me ceng ceng weiyoong


me and amanda~

me and mokmokmok



-happy birthday!-

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Hiding

i'm always hide myself from others
sometimes
i dont even know who is the real me anymore
always pretending
afraid to tell the world
who how is the real me

no one in this world knows the real me
even myself also dont know

so tired of pretending
can't really find the real me

now what is left is only the shell of penny lim
feel like taking it off
this shell is so heavy
feel like its going to crash the real me

always hide in the dark
afraid others to see the real me

now the only time for me to be the real me is when
i am alone
with nobody

this is when the real me is shown..
crying alone in the dark

waiting for the special light to shine on the real me
so it has the courage to show itself

always being the brave and strong
is a very tiring things to do

i also want to be weak
hide behind someone's back
for comfort and security

im a girl after all
can't always think that im a independent girl

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAO



Happy birthday to jiao jiao

my kiddo roommate hahaha...

on her birthday we got test somemore...
how sucks it is..

but anyway we still celebrate wit her tonight!

we went cola cafe to celebrate a new cafe opened near our place...

=)



birthday gurl and me

yenni jiao sue weesen

yang jiao shooney

sue ceng sotong si si yenni jiao me luwen!
^^v

OMG! look how ugly xiao tian aka shooney is eating...
lolx

the whole gang!!
*plack* on the cake~

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!!









and










a classic photo for u guys!















-muakzzz-