Thursday, January 15, 2009

Procrastinating again


damned lar

damned damned damned
so fuck up!

should have go to college and study
and i won't end up being like this~
wuhuhuh

feel so alone le at home...
everything done by myself
sigh
i tried to change
but sometimes
i just forgot... =P


but still
again and again
hurting me is not fun at all
maybe not intentionally but it did
sigh
getting numb on all of this



kor aka joseph
said
"We spent too much time focusing on why these assholes treat us like this...why no matter how good we are, and how we treat them well... we get treated like junk still. and ended up wasting that time.. when that other time can be given to other ppl who might treasure it more...we care TOO MUCH about others...its about time we care for ourselves....."


now i dont know anymore...
maybe I do
or maybe I dont


I was once told im self-centered...
am i?
who doesn't self-centered anyway?

sigh

" I'm now at the crossroad..
so lost
so confused
without a map in my hands. "

Procrastinating

suppose to be studying or sleeping...
cuz is 12.20am now.
i got a paper tomorrow and the next day..
and yet I'M PROCRASTINATING!
damned bored...
out-of-the-mood to study...

CNY is around the corner...
the street outside my place is decorated with those red red round round lanterns
opposite the road the selling the "gam" aka orange
damned i sooooo wanna go back BP lar!
but
in less than 10 days!
10 DAYS!
i will be back to my pigsty
which is my room
hahaha
which it was named by my mum~
hahaha....
cuz it is very messy!
i gotta go back to clean it up before my cousins are back...



anyway,
i got the offer from Silverlake!
bwahahaha....
so happy!
and also not..
because of *************
(personal and most inner reasonss)

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Penny quote for today

" I'd Lived, I'd Loved, I'd Hated, I'd Betrayed, I'd cried, I'd angry, I'd miserable,I'd Lonely, I'd depressed, I'd happied, I'd fun, I'd Studied, I'd Worked, I'd graduated, I'd sick, I'd crazy, I'd travel, I'd... I'd... I'd... ...
But the most important is...
I'd know Y-O-U in my life!"






see!
told ya am bored!



-cheerio-

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Interview and Exam once more...

today went to interview at silverlake for my internship...
man i love the company enviromnent
so peaceful
hahaha

heard that andrew used to work there...
hmmmm.....
=P
hahaha
i really hope that i can get in!
and be in the main company
and not the customer-side
everyone finger cross!
hahaha

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damned in a week time my finals are here
im so damned gan cheong lar!
hahaha
but on the other side...
cny is here!
mean ang pow
food
ang pow
cousins
ang pow
crapping with them
and
ANG POW!
hahahaha

so excited